Well its quite cute i must said but.. he always tell me how a pig i am.. Sigh but thats how i got stronger. So today its a very tense day. First of all after the dgroup that i lead yesterday, i am very drained.

Well reason not because the sisters have lots of problem in fact it was awesome to see how open they are about how they felt towards discipling and the workshop. Its me.. my fault.. i went to chalet the nite before played mahjong till 3.30 am watch a little -whose line is it anyway?- I love this show, though some if not many are quite dirty jokes- well that i have to cover my ears and skip my attention somewhere else, but they are really funny! Especially when they acted and sang some "theme" songs haha..

So the next morning which is sunday.. ushering till service, was welcoming the crowd, but felt so insincere cause..

i am so sleepy!

After that i have to lead the d-groups, good thing God gave me the strength and wisdom and the d-group went a little well than i had expect. Fyuuh what a relieve! Then at abt 8pm i had a quick dinner and sleep..supposedly planning to wake up by 11pm so i can watch another -whose line is it anyway?-

...sob sob...

i woke up today at 7 am and realised i have slept for 11 hours *shriek!* This is a record!

So now felt kinda dizzy and tired. Its good my senior is fasting this month so he is weak haha so his mood also very lazy.. so i have a senang week! Mua hahaha. So now i am writing as much as i can before continue working on the projects in the office that is never ending. Maybe i will do a sligh change to my blog skin kinda boring ler...

Anyway there is one thing i want to say. Felt kinda miss that someone if you know what i mean..he never reply and write anything eversince he went back.. sigh maybe he really just take me as a helpline..Kinda sad and wondering maybe i really shouldnt rush into all these feelings and emotions, i am always dissapointed at the end.