Today is a very rare day..

* I blog again. (lol)

* None of my design collegue came today, One has to go for reservice for a week T.T (i will miss my lunch buddy!) One applied for urgent leave (my senior).

* so.. i am alone.

* Now i can relate to sha!, Having the office room all by myself.

* therefore i am blogging now.(duh!)

* Psst, also, i have nothing to do now, cause its promotion time, only the sales people will be busy.

* Tomorrow will be another free day.(yipee..) I will be roaming around Singapore's Malls checking out all the children's events, Bob the Builder at United Square, Magic of Pegasus at Marina Square..Must check this one out is design by my team hoho.. (so proud of it), M&M yup the chocolate candy..i was surprised this guys are a hit among children too. And many more malls, cant reveal all company's policy.

After all the hardwork come the result. Yeah.. how i love year-end! There are many things to look forward to the year-end.

One will be my rest-days in the office. (Usually for me, my most busiest time will be March-April, and June-Sept.. yep the school holiday's period..So when you see me moody around this time.. hmm its probably because i will be stressed out with my work.)

Two will be my Spiritual Birthday on the 13 December.This will be my 6th year being with the Lord of my all. I am always excited about my spiritual birthday, to me its more important than my birthday. Its the day i was cleansed and able to start afresh, the day where all my sins were erased and forgiven, the day when i make Jesus the Lord of my life.

Three Its Christmas.. Shopping and wrapping and writing cards of encouragements for my friends and loved ones.

Four Year End Party! I just love being able to dress up and dance!

Five Chinese New Year! Time to go back home to where i belong i will spend most of my two weeks leave with my family back in Tegal, Indonesia. With foods and loves i will usually end up ballooning up to 5 kg everytime.. sigh no kidding! But anyway its once every year. haha i think i can afford that still..

Six BONUS! BONUS!, I am planning to get a nice laptop so i can do some parttime job, write and design nice cards for ppl, and update my blog more often from home.

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Anyway a little update about my current state of being.

Well these three days i am a little upset, after discovering something unpleasant that i suspect maybe.. well its true. Well i am happy for them.really. though when i discovered i just wished i should not have come and spend time with her.But myabe God want me to know this..and i just have to give up hoping. Its not meant to be.

So been a little emotional about this, because i was sure abt my feeling for him, i know distance is a problem and that its always me making the effort to write and waiting for a reply.I am getting dissapointed. Its a false hope. I pray God give me strenght to move on.

Beside that i am missing my family. I am thinking of finishing my third year bond and start afresh in indonesia. Hmm maybe as an escape attitude. I am a little bored here. I need new environment, new adventure. Maybe 2007 will be ideal for me. Go back and try working there for a year. Be with my family convert my parents, my siblings, and my friends. Will a year be enough?.

I can plan but "Man plans his way but God will determines his path". Its still in our Father's hand.Ultimately.