11.25am

A nothing-to-do week i had.

Yet i was too lazy to write anything. Partly i was moody and a little disheartened about that incident.. still trying to get over it..(emo*)..also the case with my little group..was feeling overwhelmed and taken for granted, tired of leading a bible talk, felt like my group is hard to bring them together(just some negativity)..

It was a nice thing that sha called on saturday cause she kena from me haha..well she was supposed to tell me some good news in her life (*wink) but i was too depressed and distracted to sound excited..(sorry sha, but i was truly thrilled for you abt the news (hee*)not a proposal lar

Managed to tell her how i felt without feeling like i am being judge (you know sometimes you just need a listening ear..without having the advised and stuff..cause you just want to let out on how you feel and stuff..)Felt so much better though, and i manage to go back home and prepare dinner for my little group with joy and hope of leading, loving and knowing them as a friend.

Anyway, my lunch buddy cum collegue is back from Reservice..yeah yeah! i have a friend again haha.. was pretty quiet without him..

he dyed his hair.. it was black, now its dark brown with fringe highlight and it suits him really well.. so japanese..and some more now with the tan.. wow cool le.. sometime can get insecure to go lunch with him cause you felt really underdressed is there such word? (my collegue is a fashion designer), but he is a really nice chap! He will advise me on fashion sense hee.. so now i am a little more updated.

btw just receive an email from him the person i was upset abt Trying not to be emo..he was actually busy travelling and his modem spoilt. Which explain why he have not check email and reply and only reply after two months..but well again as woman you always want to find reason to make yourself feel comforted and that everything is fine.. anyway i shall not do this anymore..dont want to be affected anymore.. i dont care..(sha stop laughing!)

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12.46pm

he just called a few minutes ago. Chat a little, well its abt the church in jakarta, they need some help in terms of donation. He as usual got reason why he call sigh**, but appreciate his heart want to go all the way calling brothers and sisters from other countries as well as churches to help with the building.His goal was 50Million convert will be S$10,000.. wah my jaw dropped. So much faith..but he also is a businessman so got lots of connection.. anyway will pray for him cause he is still my brother in Christ!