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Monday, December 12, 2005
1:52 PM
Monday B.L.U.E.Its monday.. its bluey... Glad tomorrow i am taking a break! i am on leave! ho ho ho
Its my shopping day tomorrow!.Gonna go shopping with
sha make some shopping list for my dearest friends, you know who you are.
Just a short note of apology: "I am sorry, this year the presents will not be a wow(hee as if its ever been wow), but expect ordinary things ok? Cause i am broke lar..." sobbed yan.
Ok a few cool things happen during the weekend.. pictures pictures..
I attended my friend wedding, but before that Yvette, Sasha and i had lunch first at the porridge stall near my work place.. Its very popular porridge stall sometimes i ordered 3 dishes for only $1.90 cheap rite? And its good. Well i wish i can have the skill like smashpop he took very
deh nice picture of food..Just in case you guys no appetite to eat you can have your appetizers
here'niwey i was saying here's the pictures for the wedding!
CHERNYANG! can email me photoes please...
Ok not yet.. gotta wait for CY to mail me... you can mail me at
fastmoi@yahoo.com ..thanks.. btw, cy got read my blog
ler... wah got mysterious readers please acknowledge yourselves on my tag board ler... hee hee
My states of being : Fine
yesterday i watched a show, its a hindi movie..haha betcha thinks i am funny rite, normally chinese never watch hindi show..(no racism intended) but i really love hindi movies..hoho cause the actors and actress all very "chio"Wah..
so yesterday watch "Mohabattein" Story of Love" its funny i tot love is "Ho Ta Hei" in hindi like taken from a very famous movie "Kuch Kuch Ho Ta Hei"? Well the main star is Sharrukh Khan and Amitabachan.. I used to watch Hindi movie every morning at 11 am whenever i went back to indonesia.. And yes my whole family likes it too.
So one of my housemate had this funny look , cause its the first time she saw me so into this show...
my phone rang in the middle of the show..(after a brief conversation with someone) apparantly someone asked advise about should someone go on the date if someone feel ackward?..so i talk someone to just give it a try, to build friendship..
then we (my housemate and i) started to talk about people that like someone but the other party was not open to the feeling.. then in the end dont know how come... kena my turn lor
psst:never never talk about something you yourself has weakness of. (j/k)
"Haiyah actually can just be friend mah, why she not open, he ok wat? can talk right?", i said to housemate(hs01).
"Unlike me, sometimes no date also", i complained.
"Who say, dun have? Got ah you are just not open..", she shoot me!
Opps..wrong topic lar.. cause.. she goes on and on and on.. aiyoh.
But it really make me realised. One can desire, one can choose, but ultimately you choose, he also choose lar.
"Sometimes we shouldnt think too highly of ourselves", she said.
hit the nerve, the heart.
"...", i was pondering real hard.
speechless..still watching the hindi show.
"but but, no feeling mah? Can't force someone to like just because the other party is very sincere and got lots of good quality", i murmurred.
"aiyah, not forcing you lar, no feeling, no feeling mah", she said.
haha by this time dun feel like watching and talking and was thinking more of how sometime i am really am dao ler. I like to ignore people intentionally and sometimes insecure to talk also. Pride that stops me.
To whoever i have hurt before, "i am really sorry, i was proud, i was worldly but i will repent... slowly".
I said in my prayer, "God, change my heart and the way i view individuals. Let me love them the way you've shown your unconditional love, help me to be humble, to accept, to be open, to have a bigger heart, to love those very difficult to love. Amen"
*sigh*
