Turning 23

In a few days time i am gonna be a year older.

I am having mix feeling. I dont even think of celebrating. I am kinda afraid to go through this stage. There is no excuse for me to be timid anymore. Nor to hide away from problems. Because its time to embrace the trying times. To fall and get up again, to be injured yet to nurse my own wound. Not to be a crybaby. I am an adult. An Ovaltine.

reflecting...

When i was in my teens i have always wanted to quickly move on to working life and earning my own money and spending it without any guilt.

Yet now looking back, i really miss those years where i dont have to care about paying my own rent, transport, food for my stomach. Life becomes so independant after being in a working world.

This year i am gonna be 23, its a year where everything needs to be serious(to me lar). I had lots of fun in my teens year, now its time to think of what i am gonna do with my careers and how to take responsibility to provide for my family.

Its hard wor. I am gonna be mature/lol/.

And a sudden news. I have tried to postpone my sister from coming to study till March 2007 thats when i thought i will be more stable...but two days ago, i called home and my parents have decided to send her over this october.

hmm... quite burden, cause i was thinking to myself "arghh..where to get so much money?", "will i be able to help her to study here and as well providing her for her daily needs...hah i guess its really relying from the Almighty for deliverence..."

Dear God, i need more than 24 hours a day.

ps: Anyway work has been better these few days... heh tats a good thing..better appreciate before the storm come again.

ok time to ..zzz...99